They'll always be there

Ohh how this year has made me realize who my true friends are. I used to think that the quantity of friends is what mattered, now I'm realizing that quality plays an even bigger part in choosing your friends. I hate how you put so much trust into a friend, and then all of the sudden- it's all gone. There's no more talking to them everyday or inviting them places. Everything is all thrown away for new people. No one's feelings are considered in this process. I know I'm not the best friend in the world, but I don't treat people like their my backup friends, incase my other ones get old. I never thought that, Early College, of all places would be this bad at turning friends into aquantances. I guess I have to move on, but it's really hard when you've had so many amazing memories with people. It makes me want to take my true friends, put them in my pocket, and keep them forever. Just to have safety in knowing thatI'll always have honest people there for me. Truely, there are only about two or three people at my school that I even trust. Friends are difficult to find these days, ones that won't drop you anyway. Sometimes I wish there was peace in Hight School; no drama, no stabbing in the back, and no losing contact with great friends. But then it wouldn't be High School, would it?